I Wanted to Stop Acting like a Man.
For most of my life, I didn’t ask for help.
I was doing it alone.
I didn’t trust or lean on people.
I didn’t ask for support.
And of course, I didn’t cry.
I thought vulnerability was for the weak.
In short…I felt lonely.
I knew I had to do something about it.
Something big.
I needed to embrace my divine feminine.
WHY YOU, GODDESS? IF NOT YOU, WHO? IF NOT NOW, WHEN?
- Change the trajectory of your life
- Get unstuck in Life
- Stop your suffering (in silence)
- Help you to "be" rather than "do" all the time
- Improve relationships
- Provide clarity in your life
- Let you take ownership and responsibility of your life
MY METHOD WILL HELP YOU TAP INTO YOUR DIVINE FEMININE POWER
Who knew I’d end up here!
It was a mix of strategic luck, personality, committed action.
I grew up in an Italian family in Raytown Missouri. Sharing our feelings and dreams was not part of our normal conversations. I had a burning in my tummy to get out of that town. I am grateful for my family, although I was different they supported me.
I loved to sing, perform and be the center of attention so much they even named an award after me at Raytown South High School, Amber J Lawson distinguished Performance Award and 20 years later I came back to be honored in the Raytown Hall of Fame. After graduating from college at Mizzou I went to Second City mainly because my friend Melanie Moore had a crush on Steve Carell so we’d sneak into the free late night improv sets to stalk him. We dreamed of being on life’s stage. I moved out to LA with fire in my belly. I had been introduced to The Landmark Forum, self development program, in Chicago and took it as soon as I moved to LA I started my journey into possibility that life is whatever I want it to be. Whatever I want to create. That my word (read: integrity) is the only thing we have in this lifetime. I proclaimed myself a producer and proceed to create magic out of nothing. THIS is where I began declaring things I wanted in my life with no evidence and manifesting magical results. I lived my dream of reimagining the National Lampoon lemmings, running several starts-ups, speaking on stages around the world. Seeing this beautiful planet on other people’s dime.
During this time we created innovative content, told wild stories, created new technology, business models and distribution. We changed the media business and entertainment landscape forever. I love being at the cutting edge. WE took a lot of arrows. I took a position at AOL, my role was very visible and life-altering. My job was to double the homepage traffic but then I asked myself the question,
“What is the end game, How do I win this?”
"Get more eyeballs, Do a bigger brand deal? Then what?”
So I went on a journey to figure out if my talents could be used for good if we could turn these super powers into making the world a better place. This was my AHHA moment- on the quest to figure out how to use my talents, run a prosperous business and have a positive impact. This has evolved into the GODDESS PROCESS. I believe in conscious companies and guiding others to find their purpose in 3 steps.
Identify - Identify what you enjoy, what talents you have and where those two intersect.
Purpose - What matters to you?
Action - Taking committed acton
A couple years ago, one of my clients introduced me to Mastery In Transformational Training (MITT) an emotional intelligence leadership training program. I have always been about growth but little did I know the journey I was embarking on. I thought my life was fine I had great friends I was living in LA and making good money. However, what I found is I had been navigating life from masculine energy. I was doing it alone, Not asking for support. Thinking I had to have it all figured out. Through this program I found the courage of vulnerability. I had thought vulnerability was weak but the life I was living was lonely, transactional, I didn’t trust or lean on others, I didn’t ask for help and I certainly never cried. Through my journey I found out I am not alone. Many others are having the same experience of separation and loneliness.
This is why I created Goddess Process to support powerful women tapping into their power through vulnerability. Goddess Process merges the doing and being. Flow and action. And build trust among women by expressing our unique and similar experience of being female. The vision of Goddess Process is relief, a group to lean into and explore new ideas - try them out in the world and have a safe place to come back to a soft landing while learning new aspects of ourselves.
INTRODUCING GODDESS PROCESS
With this 30-day self-guided online course you will magnify every aspect of your life!
This course is a simple and powerful way to manifest your heart’s desire in a super immersive way, guided by me every step of the way.
Take this course and…
- Enhance your personal growth practice with deep-dive exercises
- Be part of a private, supportive community
- Follow along easily with guided meditations and much more
YOU'LL LOVE THIS COURSE AND...
- Stop settling for less than in your relationships
- Create abundance in every area of life
- Connect with and follow your true heart’s desire
- Stop being alone and unsupported
- Let go of wounds and beliefs that no longer serve you
- Speak your truth in relationship
- Connect deeper with your self-worth
- Be in the flow of life
- Allow yourself to be surprised and delighted
- Gain empowerment
- Set boundaries
- Be open to deeper intimacy
- Let go of unhealthy connections
- Set and reach your goals
- Develop your emotional intelligence
"In terms of abundance it really gave me what I was looking for: vision abundance, financial abundance. I felt like things pop up that were surprising opportunities and then also moving forward with things that I have been waiting on. Definitely a lot of surprises and encounters, a lot of loving, a lot of beautiful people that came in, beautiful presence and vulnerable intimacy came out of nowhere, came from many places and it was awesome."
Shira Lazar
Media influencer
"The biggest thing that came out in this whole process and it surprised me. When I started this all I wanted to do is come up with a self-care ritual and in the last 30 days I learned to take care of myself. I also started to work on some serious relationships and healing those. The most surprising thing is deciding to leave my job of 7 years (and I have been in denial for probable SIX years) so I’m really excited about that."
Sarah Joy Ballinger-Chester
New Mom
"I had very specific declarations and what I found is it was more about just allowing and receiving and really like not doing anything. There are so many things that happened. I met the most amazing guy and we started a relationship. That all happened during the Goddess Process. So much that I have been putting out there and waiting for so long has been showing up in my life. I’ve been learning how to receive it, flow with it and keep asking for more things"
Amy Kordeck
Artist
"What I learned and I am most proud of is the connection to Myself. Also community and collaboration is super important and having this every morning gave me JOY. I love that all came together after this because I get to collaborate with other Goddesses and create something"
Anny Lieberman
Music teacher and Mom
SELF-GUIDED COURSE BREAKDOWN
Here’s a sneak peek at the weeks...
WEEK 1 SELF-CARE
In Week 1 I’ll guide you to put your oxygen mask on first. This gives you the energy to take care of the people who count on you. We begin to understand that taking care of ourselves is neither selfish nor indulgent; it's just plain practical.
Throughout this course, you can learn in your own individual style. Follow along with the video, audio or written transcripts, and download PDF worksheets to support your practice.
WEEK 2 ABUNDANCE
In Week 2 you are going to get CLEAR on what your allowing into your world and it's just a lens to look at, not right or wrong, but just something to notice. If you like it great. if you don’t we get to change it. What do you believe around money? Do you have limiting beliefs that are stopping your abundance from showing up?
WEEK 3 RELATIONSHIPS
THIS WEEK IS A GAMECHANGER. IF played outrageously it can change the course of your life!! Deepen your relationship with yourself and practice what relationships can look like. Creating and co-creating them with our lover, new love interest, family, friends and co-workers.
WEEK 4 COMMUNITY
In Week 4 we explore your PURPOSE. What is your LEGACY? We don’t get out of this life alive...what are you leaving behind? What is YOUR UNIQUE GIFT that you were meant to share with the planet at this time?
CELEBRATE
On Day 30 we must stop, recognize and celebrate!
ENROLL NOW
THERE'S NO RISK IN ENROLLING!
We offer a 7-day, no-questions-asked, money-back guarantee. If you decide GODDESS PROCESS Course isn’t right for you, just email us within 7 days of your purchase and we will refund you in full.
THIS COURSE WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE
GODDESS PROCESS is an incredible deep dive into the self-care and emotional intelligence. Join me now and activate your vibration to call in what you are manifesting.
